2005-07-25. I am sad tonight. I don't know why really... I don't like these people who are the truest form of viper and vampire (and I don't mean that in the gothest of senses). People who can't exsist for the good of themselves while considering others. People who have wiped the traces of their souls away. Back biting, revenge and selfishness is weighing an invisible hand on me tonight and I don't like it. I need to go back to where I came from. Back into the shadows. Only now it may be a lonlier place than it's been in the past. But that may have to be how it is. However I have to fight to keep myself from playing the "thermonuclear attack" version which always is the simple answer for me. I need to be logical about what I need, what is good, what is worth saving in my life and the rest of the cotton candy filler that stickys up the lining needs to be flushed away. Take action. I don't want to wake up 10 years from now and wonder what the fuck I have been doing with my time. And right now that is the way it's looking... |
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