2002-07-08. the beginning or the end?
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So I told him... At the club... I got all gussied up and while there told him I'd rather be officially broken up than endure this shit he's putting me through. Jodi said she thinks he doesn't know what he wants and is just going to keep dragging me along until he finds it... She's right. I just wish I was already in my new apartment (wherever that may be) and that we didn't have to sort out some pretty hefty financial shit.

It feels kinda good, in between the moments where I cry...