2000-11-29. Yummy breakfast and self deprication So I didn't move anything last night. I didn't want to lug those meager 3 items for the 10 blocks from subway to door, alone... I went and had wine and cheese with a friend. My birthday is coming up. I want so many things for my birthday this year, I can't really decide what to tell my family. I keep telling Alyx I want "nothing, we can't afford it". And we can't. Most of all I want to feel pretty again. I get to this point while I am growing my hair, that it looks like crap, I can't afford a haircut, my roots are tree trunks, my eyebrows are beastly and it's not helping that I only packed clothes for a month, and now it's been two, and I was going crazy after the first two weeks. So I feel dumpy and boring and ugly... Poo. I have cramps today. I have a poor attitude. I'm a mess. Am I broken? No, that's just an easy answer...As Pauly said once,"Please hand me the gun that shoots the self depricating bullets."
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