2005-06-12. Crazy in "adore"
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I broke.

I called. I told him I wanted us to happen. That I am dying slowly in the void. That I can't function and I need us to make some steps. I can't deal anymore.

I question if it's right... But my friend tonight asked if it made me happy - I said yes. Then she asked if I miss him or if I missed him being around. I know it's him that I miss.

So she said that I should do what makes me happy.

He said the same thing.

Just talking to him - typing to him made me feel better...

Am I crazy?