2002-11-25. Stupid Seratonin...
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I was musing on the subject of hangovers... probably because I have a bit of one. But I was thinking about the only time Alyx got really really ill from drinking and when he got those migraines and how he was throwing up and how it truly pained me physically for him to be throwing up. How I ached to just make it better... I hope that I'm not a freak and that I'm not too clingy and freaky. I just want to be with him more than anything and I hope that he's not changing his mind anytime soon... I'm panicking and I don't like it. At least I'm doing it while he's out of town. It's not very flattering.